Welcome to the wonderful world of Angela Michelle

I love it. I cut 3 inches off my hair.  Plucked waxed and dyed my eyebrows .  Next I'm going to dye my hair!

To make a long story short. I tripped over a baby gate at my sister-in-law's house.  I had Matty in a forward facing baby carrier and when I fell all I could do was make sure that he didn't get hurt.  I was able to land on my side  When I got up Matty was crying but as soon as we got him out of the carrier he was fine and I checked him to make sure he was OK.  I couldn't find anything, no bumps, no bruises.  Of course I've been freaking out all day that there is something wrong I can't see. I'm a little bit of a "worrier". I'm a little jacked but I'm more concerned about Matty!!  So please pray for Matty that he is OK and that I won't go out of my mind with worry!  My poor little baby!

Seven random things about myself......

1.  I am one of the shyest people you will ever meet!  When it's strangers I could care less but if I have to meet people that I might have to see or talk to again I freeze.  Which makes it very hard for me to meet new people but once you get to know me you can't get me to shut-up.  So then I look like I'm a snob or "stand-offish" because people see me being my normal self (which means loud and talkative) to people I know but when a new person comes around I act like a weirds-mobile ( which means non-friendly and rude) and the sad part is I like to be friends with everyone but I seriously need a wing-man. I can not go it alone!  And since all my wing-women are gone (thanks meg gena kate and sarah) I pretty much stand around hoping people don't talk to me cause that would be the worse! 

2.  First I just have to ask how random is random?  I like to think about people that I don't really know exist.  Example, I'll think to myself I wonder if there is someone in New York thinking about me in California.  I guess that is kinda random, or I will look at people in the car next to me and I'll think about what their life is like or guess where I think they might be going.

3.  I dream about the big white Queen Anne victorian (it's a house) in Oceano at least once a year.  But it's more like 3 times a year.  I dream about architecture a lot!

4.  I don't realize I have red hair.  I grew up with family members who all have brown hair so I think I have brown hair.  I know I don't but I will see other redheaded people and think "Wow that person has got some red hair!  I do not realize I have the same brunt orange colored beacon on top of my head!  I think that I blend in with all those brown haired people...wrong! At least the top of my head is easy to spot in a crowd!

5.  I change my handwriting every couple of years but I thought everybody did that!?

6.  I love this thing my Papa Honey use to make, you take water and vinegar and put it in a bowl and you cut up red onions and cucumber and chill over night.....it is so good!

7.  Thank goodness only one more.....I don't understand why I have freckles in places that never see the sun!

 Growing up as an only child I remember times in my life when I wanted a sister. It's been a long time since I've wanted a sibling.  But last night after talking to Tim on the phone my heart just longed for a sister.  Later that night I realized I wanted someone to count on, someone I could talk to,  someone who loves you,  and not just when they want something (sorry that sounds harsh) I have always had great friends that made up for my lack of "sisterness" but lately I don't even see my closest friends.  And even the best of friends are not your family (or they move to Bend, I hate Bend right now, or they work at night or they have a brand new baby of their own to take care of)  Not ever knowing what it's like to have a sister I imagine it's a lot like my relationship I have with Tim sister.  Poor thing,  had to come and spend the night with me cause I hate to be alone, I gave her some shoes that don't fit and we talked about boys. I love having Crissy as a sister.  I love that she "biologically responsible" to help me out in my time of need!  I can't just call anyone and say "you have to come and spend the night on my couch."  And did I mention that Crissy and Matty share a birthday.  I love that!  I love that she will be at every birthday party and can help me plan it and when she has a family of her own we can do one big birthday with all of us.  I guess what I'm saying is Thank you Crissy for being my only sister and a very special friend.